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Lost Love

“…and everything we shared will just become fragmented memories from so long ago, I’ll question if it even really happened…and all that will be left is this..a box of random stuff from a fated period in time when this stranger was the most important person in my life…” - Josh (Philip Wang) Strangers, again

I hate to say it but the quote above is true, after 2 people break up it really never is the same no matter how you put it. We don’t want to become strangers again but eventually it will happen. It’s going to hurt when you finally realize..but no pain can match when you are still friends with the person you broke up with and they find someone. Can you imagine, the person that once had your heart has found another heart to hold. You look at em and you think about all the times where you guys shared that kind of love. It burns…like lemon on a fresh wound. Whenever she talks about him in any way you just want to shoot yourself in the head because that could have been still you if things worked out. All you know now is that you must leave to avoid the pain that’s going to hit you like a ton of bricks. You may cry and cry about it..but no amount of tears will make you feel any better. So the best thing to do is to try and forget them…its going to be easy at all. You will start having withdrawals and looking through the box that you have of you guys together. You look in there sifting through it hoping it would bring her back somehow, but all you can really do is reminisce on the memories you guys had. The question is are we really ever over the person who showed us the most love? Are we really over someone that feels like you loved them more than your first love? I feel like no matter what we do, there will always be a place for that person in your heart. and all you could do now is pray for our paths align again to where we used to be…I may not talk to you now but please know that I do still care for you and love you…I just pray that in the near future that I am able to talk to you without feeling any pain. I will leave you with this…He may be 100times better than me in every way except for one…I know he wont love  you like I do…he wont love you as much as I love you. I say that with confidence because I know I really fell deeply in love with you..deeper than I know myself…

Thank You for reading

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